Black onyx is a compound that absorbs much of light's visible spectrum; nevertheless, it’s unable to prevent a pale gleam of light from escaping its surface. This phenomenon is instructive of the process of crowning: of experiencing moments of great clarity and understanding on the path to enlightenment, moments that are often followed by forgetful confusion. One can absorb insight after promising insight with little change, but the hint of a smile slips into the aura despite frustration.

Here and there, by the little, insights may come to nothing, much; nevertheless, the mind, in its struggles with nuance, continues to absorb and collate, to compare and categorize. As understanding builds beneath surface thoughts, shimmering concepts absently bundled together and nearly forgotten begin to coalesce; and their cohesion lights the way forward on the path of discovery.

The Holy Fire of HaShem c radiates h from within everyone m. We delude ourselves if we search for its faces in isolation, one from another, exhausting ourselves by analyzing c  scraps h of information that come our way, while remaining ignorant of the whole m. We expose our lack of faith by feeding the vain hope of discovering—no, of capturing as our own—the timeless, Eternal One in a fixed instant. That hope would be clean, except for the sheen of covetous greed it carries; for enlightenment is never insular.

The goodness of God’s Wisdom c is absorbed in the course of our lives h as we reflect upon its attributes m as revealed in the things that are made. In his mercy, the Father has chosen our delusions; for the understandings that are crystallizing within each of us, in spite of any or all of us, are holy tapestries being woven with threads of Wisdom c, because enlightenment h is our common destiny m.

Gematria 345  hmc:  
Wisdom’s c projection from within the whole of humanity m by means of the Life shared by all is the enlightenment h.

Numerology 39  fl  >  12  by  >  3  g:
An elder l who is self-absorbed f deprives y  his household b of continuity g.

Targum: If Wisdom's c light h is given free reign m, it will stimulate c vision h within everyone m.