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					The start of a fall isn’t always so apparent, and abrupt 
					perceptions 
					
					a 
					of downward spirals 
					
					b 
					can cause 
					
					y 
					panic 
					
					h. 
					Hasty 
					
					a 
					introspection 
					
					b 
					might promise 
					
					y 
					
					quick relief 
					
					h, 
					but soul-searching is a hit-and-miss endeavor; for what is 
					past can only complicate the future 
					
					a 
					with concern 
					
					b 
					about the constraints 
					
					y 
					of time 
					
					h. 
					Worry leads, at best, to impulsive 
					
					a 
					reforms 
					
					b 
					whose likely result 
					
					y 
					is disappointment 
					
					h.
					
					  
					
					
					Gematria
					
					
					18
					
					
					jy; 
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					f: 
					
					
					It’s quite natural to attempt 
					
					y 
					reform 
					
					j 
					by implementing actions 
					
					y 
					that are deliberate 
					
					j 
					and targeted 
					
					f.
 
					
					
					Targum:
					Just as naturally, the ego
					
					
					a 
					is quick to reject 
					
					b 
					the simplicity of humble 
					
					y 
					regret 
					
					h. 
					
					
					
					Abijah believed he had been given a mandate to reclaim for 
					Judah the tribes that had seceded with Ephraim during his 
					father’s reign. That their departure was the will of HaShem 
					was unthinkable; so he waged war in the name of religion and 
					under a pretense of piety.  
					
					
					Both melachim were guilty of 
					much, but Aviyah condemned Ephrayim while overlooking the 
					errors of Yehudah. His hypocrisy blinded him to the role of 
					Hashem in the affairs of both houses. 
					 
					
					
					Unable 
					
					a 
					to accept 
					
					b 
					that the hand 
					
					y 
					of HaShem had uprooted Israel 
					
					m, 
					separating 
					
					a 
					it from the house 
					
					b 
					of Judah, Aviyam intended to reclaim 
					
					y 
					
					its people 
					
					m 
					for himself 
					
					a; 
					for he coveted 
					
					b 
					Ephraim as a possession 
					
					y 
					with great lust 
					
					m. 
					Thus, he launched attacks 
					
					a 
					upon its tribes 
					
					b 
					for profit 
					
					y, 
					without regard 
					
					m 
					
					
					Gematria 
					
					53
					
					
					gn: 
					
					
					for the devastation 
					
					n 
					that would follow 
					
					g 
					
					
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					j: 
					
					
					the disorderly plunder 
					
					k 
					sure to attach to the sacrifice 
					
					w 
					of his distant brethren 
					
					j.
					 
					
					
					Targum:
					Before losing his great war, he 
					clamored about Principle to justify his aggression 
					
					
					a, 
					but his true and selfish motive 
					
					b, 
					as foretold by Moses, was to gather 
					
					y 
					the spoil 
					
					m. 
					You cannot serve God and worldly power. 
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